you have friends here nice,dont worry too much about being shy for the lord can use you in a way that only you can do,anyway pray like this my friend;I COMMAND,MY GODLY FRIENDS TO APPEAR IN JESUS NAME...........OH LORD SEND FOURTH MY DIVINE HELPERS IN JESUS NAME..........HOLYSPIRIT TAKE MY SHYNESS AND BREATH LIFE INTO MY BEING IN JESUS NAME....pray it my friend with belief and thanksgiving everymorning and night or when is best for you,up to forty days if you can........and then let the lord go to work