Months ago I lost someone I cared for. It was like she turned against me even though I apologized profusely. I haven't recovered since that. I pray to God everyday for relief from my issue and in the beginning my faith and hope was impregnable, but after the days and weeks go by I just feel it washing away into hopelessness. I really cared I really saw something leading to marriage. Now I'm just going crazy over the whole situation. I don't know what to do I feel as if my life is over and God won't hear me out. He has done so many other things for me and I thank him for that but this is the one thing I ask for and i can't get restitution from it. It's like he ignores this request to handle other things I don't even give a second thought to.