Dear Lord,

Im so worn and scared now. My soon to be ex husband in now going after full custody of our son. I have been the main provider and now he is trying to steal our son from me because I will not agree to a minimal amout of child support. I pray lord that you help me to still be strong and be a great mom even though my heart is broken and my soul feels like it is torn apart. please help me to get through the social worker appt with streangh, courage to show him how great of a mom I truly am. I trust in you lord that you will watch over me and fill my heart with hope and piece like you have done so many times before. I pray that you will fill me with your love and spirit and protect me and our son from evil. Please help the social worker to see the truth behind all of this with my exhusband and do not let my ex succed in his selfishness. I pray that you open his heart and show him that he is one of your children too. He has strayed so far from your path.

Amen

Father...strengthen this mother with the spirit of truth. Let her not worry or be anxious about this appointment or anything else. Your word teaches that we should not worry about what we are to say when brought before magistrates and authorities because You Yourself will give us the words to speak. Our only job is to be an open vessel for Your thoughts to flow through. Father...give this woman peace...let her know that You will go before her in this matter...that this is not her battle to fight...but Yours. Let her remember in her heart that You are the God that parted the Red Sea that Your people might escape to safety. You are the God that sent manna daily for 40 years to feed your people while the tribes wandered in the desert; You are the God whose power was released through Your son and raised Lazurus from the dead and you are the God whose sustaining power kept infants alive and safe in the recent tsunami that had been under ruble for over 15 days. Surely most surely your power will not be challenged by a meeting with a social worker!! Father touch the heart of this social worker and give them ears to hear the truth. And most of all Father...forgive this selfish, selfish man for being so incredibly misled that he would do such a thing to the mother and child he swore a vow to love, provide for and protect. Put Your foot on his neck with the weight of his sin that he might feel anguish that can only be relieved by returning to You! Father...restore his mind to righteous thinking and his heart to flesh and blood that You might lead him again. Break the stiffness in his neck that he might turn his face back toward You. Thank You Father that this battle is already fought and won and was at the foundation of the world by Your might! In Jesus name I pray...Amen!

Dear Havenly Father Please answer this person prayer acord to your will and bless there life Lord. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN

This weekend was horrible. My husband again acuses me of being revengeful and spiteful. Then my child comes home and says that " I have a new brother his name is _____ cause my daddy says." He then names the womans childs name that my husband has been having an affair with but is denying it still. I prayed so hard this weekend for strength and courage as I always do. My pastor at church spoke about Jesus's love being the fist, last and most important thing in our lives. He stated that when we understand that we can let go of our shackels and be free.

Dearest Lord,

First I want to thank you so much for being the most understanding and merciful God. Thank you for giving your only son to us to wash away our sins. Thank you for being my rock and savlvation through this part of my life and thank you for the surman through my paster this week. I feel like you were speaking directly to me. Lord, this weekend again was a test of my faith. My husband is still not only being vendictive but is now telling our child that he has a new sibling and we are not even divorced. Please put a hedge of thorns around my child so that he does not get hear the lies that are being told. Please protect him more so than usual. He is the innocent and pure one and all he knows is that mommy and daddy are supposed to protect him not do bad things to each other. I try so hard to protect him, to guide him and to show my son your love. I want him to be right with you in his little heart. Please watch over him more so now then ever. My husband has a meeting with the social worker this week. Please do not let the social worker believed his lies and please let this SW see my husbands evil ways. I pray lord that you open the SW's heart, eyes and mind to show him your will to the truth that our son belongs with me as the primary giver. I do not want to seperate my son and his father. I have tried so hard to do the opposite. Please let the SW see this that is so. Please bring the holy spirit in to my heart and soul and guide me continuosly to continue to be the best mom I can and the christian that you have chosen me to be. You are my rock and I trust you to guide me as you see fit. Most of all lord I pray that my husband will overcome the evilness that has entered into his body,mind and heart. He needs you more then ever and I pray that he will open his eyes from the darkness and see your light and path. You love him more so than anyone has ever loved him. Please help him to remove the blinders that he has had one, Remove the lust from his heart and show him your will. He was a good man before and can be again. Please do not let him take our child from me lord. I come to you as your humble servant please put a barrier between my husband and this female so he may have a chance to find you again.

Amen

Father...I stand in agreement with newbeginnings prayer...and ask that you answer it fully. If it be in your will the next time that her child speaks of her new brother...have her simply respond...yes...he is your brother in Christ and leave it so. Father, let newbeginnings remember this is not a battle against flesh and blood but against powers and principalities and spiritual wickedness in high places...do not allow these powerless imps to take her eyes off of You or to further grieve her heart. Let her stay focused on the social worker visit with the assurance that you will go before her and bring the truth to prevail. In Jesus name...Amen!

It truly is amazing how I do Believe that God works in misterous ways. FIrst Thank you Adoring and stevendanileson for you heartfelt words and prayers. I was at work and was talking to a customer that was going throught the same thing I am. As I let her express her thoughts and fears I found out that she is the same age and is in a recovery group not far from my house on the same night I do not have my son at her local church. I am members to a church but there recovery group does not start for several weeks and I have been looking for a group to go to. I have to admit Im skittish about starting to meet people again. I have been a capsel of my self and my son that I have stayed to myself. Well She asked me if I would like to go with her to the recovery group. So we exchanged phonenumbers and made plans to go. I was praying last night for the lord to help me and show me a new direction to get back on my feet and I truly belive that this person was the answer to that. Thank you dear lord for listening!

Amen and Amen! May your burdens be made lighter by fellowship with others who look to the word for his comfort and their healing and growth. In Jesus name...Amen!

Im not sure what dreams mean. But when I sleep I see myself and my family whole. How can I still yearn for a man who has done me so much wrong. How can I still love someone who wants someone else even though we are still married. How can I love and want my family whole again when so much has been tainted. Yet I dream of him every night. Some times with her making a life with our child and I stand like a shadow watching in the corner at there soon to be life. My heart aches in these dreams. Yet when I wake I am still not mad. I have never been mad about the circumstances just very sad and hurt. Through this who ordeal I am just sad and hurt and still love my husband so much no matter what he does or says to me.. Am I crazy. So many people have been through what I am going through and give advise. Most say I dont understand how you can still love someone like you do. Any thoughts???

newbeginings Wrote:Dear Lord,

Im so worn and scared now. My soon to be ex husband in now going after full custody of our son. I have been the main provider and now he is trying to steal our son from me because I will not agree to a minimal amout of child support. I pray lord that you help me to still be strong and be a great mom even though my heart is broken and my soul feels like it is torn apart. please help me to get through the social worker appt with streangh, courage to show him how great of a mom I truly am. I trust in you lord that you will watch over me and fill my heart with hope and piece like you have done so many times before. I pray that you will fill me with your love and spirit and protect me and our son from evil. Please help the social worker to see the truth behind all of this with my exhusband and do not let my ex succed in his selfishness. I pray that you open his heart and show him that he is one of your children too. He has strayed so far from your path.

Amen

dear new beginngs God will take care of you and your son.He knows how much as mothers we love our children.He knows your heart.He knows all the wonderful things you have done for your son.The devil will not win!!I pray that God will give you the wisdom and guidance to get you through this hard time.There is a light at the end of this tunnel and its Jesus!one day you will look back and praise God for helping you and working it all out to His will.You hang in there.ive been through similar situations with my ex.God loves you!!Stay strong !you will be blessed!!sisters in Christ amy
Dear Lord,

Im so worn and scared now. My soon to be ex husband in now going after full custody of our son. I have been the main provider and now he is trying to steal our son from me because I will not agree to a minimal amout of child support. I pray lord that you help me to still be strong and be a great mom even though my heart is broken and my soul feels like it is torn apart. please help me to get through the social worker appt with streangh, courage to show him how great of a mom I truly am. I trust in you lord that you will watch over me and fill my heart with hope and piece like you have done so many times before. I pray that you will fill me with your love and spirit and protect me and our son from evil. Please help the social worker to see the truth behind all of this with my exhusband and do not let my ex succed in his selfishness. I pray that you open his heart and show him that he is one of your children too. He has strayed so far from your path.

Amen
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