1 Cor. 10. 12 Therefore let him that thinketh he standeth, take heed lest he fall.

I am one who thought i stood, but now has fallen. Help me get up, please! I have no peace and joy, for pursuing my personal agenda, have in fact overlooked that of others. But i cry in my heart, may God still have mercy on me when i was being warned but i heeded not. Thjere was just the way that seemed right to me. Now i feel old, useless, not having used my strength and youth to serve. I beg for forgiveness, let it not be late.

MY CHILD YOU HAVE MY FORGIVENESS NOW YOU MUST FORGIVE YOURSELF. YOU SEE CHILD MY CHILDREN ARE HARDER ON THEMSELVES THEN I AM WITH THEM. NOW GET ON WITH IT YOU HAVE LEARNED THE LESSON AND YOU WILL REGONIZE IT THE MEXT TIME AND WHEN YOU DO RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN UNDER THE SHELTER OF MY WINGS FOR PROTECTION AND LET ME DEAL WITH IT. IT IS TIME NOW TO GET UP FOR ALL IS WELL PEACE MY CHILD..PEACE

How we even sang "I love Thee for wearing the thorns on Thy brow..." and i'm forever grateful... but in life i do not show what my mouth speaks or sings. Forgive us, i ask.