God help me to turn around and get back to Jesus.

Start reading the bible again as you repent of your sins, and God will open your eyes to His tender mercy, and allow you to see all you have to do as you repent is to allow yourself to forgive yourself and not continue living a sinful life.
Lord give this person the strength and the power to resist all the temptations which always come our way. It is with your love for us and our faith in you that we can overcome them until the day we see you face to face. Let them feel the joy of their salvation and your peace once again in their life Lord. I pray this in the mighty and merciful name of Jesus Christ. Amen!

He already waits for you, ready to hug you and welcome you home!