i have recently moved across the country leaving everything that I love behind - friends and family due to the military . I have given my life to The Lord and he has ridden me of my depression and set me free and placed a joy in my heart that has allowed for me to see . but I've reached a low point with this move . I am struggling . by rebound was to return to my old sin that I left on the cross and god forgave me from and I cannot bear that . I cannot return to my old ways . I've been in a relationship with a man 4 years older than me ( he's an adult , I am not . we have been intimate . not all the way ; i set my boundaries . but I have struggled with list and that isn't okay ) for 7 months . an on and off relationship . the reason being me battling with what is right and wrong ... the enemy has attacked me a lot because I've drawn away . being in this relationship has drawn me away from god . I've ended it once and for all but I am hurting . I am hurting and in need of prayer , strength , understanding .

lmv, draw near to God. He saved you before, He can again.