sometimes the stress of the world can be so heavy that you feel like giving up and that is how i feel the job of my heart has not come thru my bills are falling behind living with parents are getting hard cause you can feel when others are ready for their home back but i cant afford to go anywhere i want to continue my education but my drive and motivation is gone cause im focused on my issues and my husband of years has more kids coming up and im feeling like walking away from the marriage my two kids are the oldest and they are 7 and 9 and im trying to keep things together cause they have been thru alot with our stress and trhey are doing well in school this year but im feeling like i cant stand its 5 other kids after my two that are all 1yrs old and under and i just dont know what to do and the mothers are young and have no respect for my marriage or place and im getting tired and i feel like prayer isnt working sometimes i dont know why i come to this site cause when you need to hear a word of encouragement you get no responses and im starting to feel like its me against the world

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the attitude that you have while in the wilderness determines how long you stay there

Lord, please help this child of Yours hold tight to You. Please Lord, help her with the burdens that are weighing her down. Lift her up,precious Jesus. Let her see that no matter how hard life is;You have blessed her with beautiful children. She is alive and so are her parents and children. Lord, please help her this day with her worries.In this I ask in Your name,Jesus.Amen