Hi everyone. I dont even know what to say besides to ask for your prayer, these last 3 years have been hard for me and now i'm slipping. My life have been very hard and it seems like god is not hearing my prayers, i often talk to him but feels like he is not there. I know he's there because when i was 18 years old i was shot 4 times at close range (2 arms lengths) and survived with a bullet still in me, and only thur a miracle a nurse was near by as my lungs collaspe. Died on the the O.R. and came back. Now I'm near homelessness, my lights are out (now getting use to it last 3 year), im lucky if i get to eat (thanks to friends). I sometimes wished that i died that night because im losing hope and suicidal to make things short. Started to do things I know IS wrong because of desperation and to survive. What am i to do?!? I pray for money (dont worship it or love it) just to get by before its too late. Please pray for me for sanity, money, food, and pull me away form evil.

Dear Lord,please have mercy on this person.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave this person! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in this person life.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord

(07-15-2008 11:57 PM)darknessfalling Wrote:  Hi everyone. I dont even know what to say besides to ask for your prayer, these last 3 years have been hard for me and now i'm slipping. My life have been very hard and it seems like god is not hearing my prayers, i often talk to him but feels like he is not there. I know he's there because when i was 18 years old i was shot 4 times at close range (2 arms lengths) and survived with a bullet still in me, and only thur a miracle a nurse was near by as my lungs collaspe. Died on the the O.R. and came back. Now I'm near homelessness, my lights are out (now getting use to it last 3 year), im lucky if i get to eat (thanks to friends). I sometimes wished that i died that night because im losing hope and suicidal to make things short. Started to do things I know IS wrong because of desperation and to survive. What am i to do?!? I pray for money (dont worship it or love it) just to get by before its too late. Please pray for me for sanity, money, food, and pull me away form evil.

Oh my dear, my heart is grieve for you. Please accept Jesus' Christ as your Lord and Savior. Yes, you believe in God but you do not have a personal relationship, fellowship with our Lord. Only then, our Father will changed everything around you. Believe me. Call on the Holy Spirit and ask him to give you understanding, wisdom and guidance. You must call the Holy Spirit yourself, He is down here with us on earth since Jesus Christ died for humanity. It is the Holy Spirit who can give us enlightment of who Jesus Christ, it is the Holy Spirit who can guide and tell you where and what to do. Talk to Him like you are talking to a friend in person. He is right there with you. Be silent and listen in your heart not your ears. I will set a time to pray for you at home. God the Father has a big plan for your life and use your testimony for His glory. You will see.

A lot of God's people are destroyed for lack of knowledge. Read or study the Bible and ask the Holy Spirit to give you understanding. God bless you.