amen. i was in the same situation i only wanted u to go to that site if u wanted to keep marriage. sorry was not trying to hurt u. i was beaten up called names, husband did porn, cheated on me. etc. did not work. my kids are in state care twins age 17 i always wanted to be a mother. my ex tried to get kids, alimoney and more and try to make me clinically insane. so i know what u r going through. sorry just thought if u wanted to keep your marriage u can go to those kirk cameron is awesome. i wanted someont to love me protect me and my kids and be there for me working etc. did not mean to offend u i love u amen