Dear guest, I will pray for you that God leads you into His truths. I pray that you would reconsider how important a marriage is to God, especially if there are children to consider. God loves you and He doesn't want you being abused, but on the other hand He wouldn't be happy if you were abusing your husband either. Did you ever stop to think that you having this "online" friend is part of the problem? How can you say that he is everything your husband is not, such as: he has integrity if you have never even met this man face to face. For all you know, this man could be a woman, or a rapist, or a.... You don't know!!

I've been there done that before too. I have also been married for over 30 years. I've been in an abusive relationship, so I know. I also know God is faithful. If you are truly seeking for truth, then search the scriptures. God will give you the direction in which you need to follow in your life. You just need to listen to Him and trust Him with it.

God bless you guest and I pray your journey will become everything God would have it be. If you walk in Christ and put and keep Him in the center of your marriage, you and hubby both, then you will both be complete in Him. This would take the two of your working for the same common goal. Remember, God must be in the center. If you are not a Christian, then I pray that you would become one and if you are and your husband is not, then I pray that you would continue to pray for his salvation.

The husband is he head of the house as Christ is the head of the Church, and the husband should love his wife as Christ loves the church.

In Jesus Name, Amen...