I have tryed and tryed to figger out why this is the case. In like over 25 years I have tryed to find a Church family. And I have been tossed out of groups. I became part of Churchs. And even moved in with a Pastor that ripped me and others off. And tryed to frame people to make them serve hard time because they would not help this pastor do evil things. It is crazy. I so much want to find a Church Family. But I forced to feel I must forsake the gattering just so I have Peace of mind. It is a very unease feeling. So I deeply feel for you. More so as it seems most of the Church seems not only ok with being like this. They will defend it and make it all your falt! It is a very sad day for the Church!