Im here again im sad my faith is waivering I need strength everyday I tell myself it will get better but today I just broke down in tears I want change to come and my prayers to be answered im hurting inside my heart right now has anyone ever felt this way before? I prayed and prayed and just ready for my breakthrough im ready to smile but lately I have been hurt I want more than anything to have a baby and im believing god for this I would love a child with all my :icon_sad:heart and I recently got a negative pregnancy test it broke my heart I need prayers for strength and courage to go on I need friends in christ right now. God bless