HeavenSent, I know exactly what your going through and how you feel! I've been trying to conceive the last two years. Every pregnancy test that come out negative is heart wrenching. Don't worry because you will get pregnant and you will be an awesome mother because of what you went through to get there! We both will. There is a wonderful book called, Supernatural Conception: Experiencing God's promises concerning conception and delivery" There are people who swear after reading this book, they conceived. The power of God is amazing! People who were told by doctors that they would never have children have conceived through prayer, so never doubt the Lord. He has a plan for us and you will be blessed!
God wants us to have children look at the story of Hannah, Rebekah, and Sarah.
Genesis 25:21 that Isaac pleaded to the Lord for his wife who was barren. It was 20 years after their marriage that the Lord blessed Isaac and Rebekah with twin sons, Jacob and Esau.
Samuel:Hannah pleaded with God to give her a son, promising to give him back to the Lord's work. God answered her prayer with the birth of Samuel, the last and greatest judge of Israel.
Genesis 16-21:Abraham and Sarah had given up hope of ever having their own children when God gave Abraham the promise that he and Sarah would have a son whose offspring would be greater than the stars in the sky. Sarah laughed at the promise of God since she was well past the child-bearing years, but God fulfilled his promise with the birth of Isaac.
Psalm 113:9
He gives the childless woman a family, making her a happy mother. Praise the LORD!
I'm going to say a prayer for the both of us!
Dear Heavenly Father, hear this fertility prayer and the wishes of our hearts.
You know our deep desire for each of us to have a child, a little one to love and to hold, to care for, to cherish. Grant that our bodies may conceive and give birth to beautiful, healthy babies in your holy image. Guide us in all our choices so that the conception, of our pregnancies and our baby's births are in line with Your will. Heavenly Father hear this prayer from our hearts, minds and spirits. In Jesus name we pray, Amen!