Im sorry you feel so hopeless, I know all too well how that feels and I hate that my kids have to see me sad at times. I believe in the power of God. I also believe he lets us stay in these situtions so we can learn but will deliver us at the right moment. Keep holding on to your faith Luke 17:19 says Jesus said to him stand up and go on your way you were healed because you believed. Keep believing and your breakthrough will come in the right time.

You must be hurting because you came to this sight looking for help. I will keep you in my prayers I hope things change for you and keep us updated.