I have really attempted to be a good person. Make the eight decisions for my family. Somehow everytime I think we are digging out of hole I fall into another one. I feel like I am cursed and it is affecting my family now. I pray for a breaking of this curse. That my life and its direction can be changed through the power of God in the name of Jesus. Help us Father so that we may move past this. Change me and bless my Children so they may never feel the hopelessness I feel at this moment. In Jesus name Amen.

Im sorry you feel so hopeless, I know all too well how that feels and I hate that my kids have to see me sad at times. I believe in the power of God. I also believe he lets us stay in these situtions so we can learn but will deliver us at the right moment. Keep holding on to your faith Luke 17:19 says Jesus said to him stand up and go on your way you were healed because you believed. Keep believing and your breakthrough will come in the right time.

You must be hurting because you came to this sight looking for help. I will keep you in my prayers I hope things change for you and keep us updated.

Matthew 6:26 Look at the birds. They don't need to plant or harvest or put food in barns because your Heavenly Father feeds them. And you are far more valuable to Him than they are. I come to God and ask that you walk free in the name of Jesus. That you seek him in all that you do. I pray for a new season for you and for you to really embrace the quiet times and to take delight in the small things. AMEN.