I have really attempted to be a good person. Make the eight decisions for my family. Somehow everytime I think we are digging out of hole I fall into another one. I feel like I am cursed and it is affecting my family now. I pray for a breaking of this curse. That my life and its direction can be changed through the power of God in the name of Jesus. Help us Father so that we may move past this. Change me and bless my Children so they may never feel the hopelessness I feel at this moment. In Jesus name Amen.