Lord make Paula much stronger as a person, as a woman, and Mom. As you give her the strength to move on and leave her x husband in your hands. May she soon be able to look back and see clearly that it was only her standing in the way of your doing the work that has to be done in herself, her x, and her children. Help her Lord to give it all to you and wait on you until your word is fulfilled in their lives. Lord may she be strong and wise enough to accept whatever your plans are for her life and her loved ones.
In the meantime give her peace of mind, and remove this depression out of her life so she can continue with her life loving you and serving you with all her might. I pray this in Jesus name, amen.
Ephesians 3:16-17
I pray that from his glorious, unlimited resources he will empower you with inner strength through his Spirit. Then Christ will make his home in your hearts as you trust in him. Your roots will grow down into God's love and keep you strong.
Isaiah 65:24
Before they call I will answer; while they are still speaking I will hear.
Paula these are God's promises to us, including you Dear Sister in Christ. So please accept it in faith and He will fulfill it in your life as he heals your broken heart and dreams.
He can give you a better life if you only allow him, for he never forces himself on anyone. I know for I have been there too and he has made it all so much better than I could had ever imagined in my wildest dreams. Our Lord is in the business of restoring lives and knows better than we what he is doing and what's better for us than we do ourselves. I will continue to pray for you, but you have to do your part too by letting go and let God do the work.
Start by force yourself to go to the gym, it will be like medicine for you today and tomorrow and help your mind clear up some. May Our Lord be with you and guide your steps today and always!