You were very clear, you are compromising who you are for what you want. If he is interested in more than one person at the same time, then he is messing with your head. No one can serve two masters. Wake up and smell the coffee. This will hurt you, guarenteed. Move on as suggested by others responding to your request. Are we just a sounding borad or did you really want help here. You will do what you want anyway and that is childish.