Please pray for my son Michael, who is saved but does not read the Bible and went back into drinking. All I do is pray and cry and can't cope with all the situation that I have on had. My husband died 2 years ago, and I'm often upset at the Lord at why he took my husband and not me. Sometimes I just feel that I want to die, but then I know that the Lord has kept me here for his purposes. I put my son into the Lord's hands but nothing seems to happen. Please tell me what else I should do. Desperate mom.