Chris8, you are bombarding this site. There are so many crying out and we cannot always get to every request although we try.
The answer has already been decided. Be a believer not a begger. Maybe you are barking up the wrong tree. Seek God's face first and all things will be added unto you. I do not mean to cause you emotional harm. I just call it as I see it. You are needed here to pray. Keep pressing on toward the mark for the prize of the high calling in Christ Jesus.