Mel...there are no guarantees as to what God will do. None of us is God and only he knows what is best for you or me or any of us...and he will do what is best. But if you trust him and do the work that leads you to be stronger...he will honor that work and make you whole. That is the only guarantee that there is. The one thing that is certain is if you don't you will continue on as you are which will lead to things becoming worse and to your ultimate destruction. We have prayed for you, with you and over you for sometime now...it is time for you to decide if you will follow God or not and accept his leadership or not. We cannot negotiate with Him...as I shared...he is in control not us. But if we follow him and allow him to lead us our lives become better. When we can say honestly your will Lord and not mine as Christ did...we find our way to peace and to his protection. I pray you will come to embrace this and find peace and hope in your life. You can have a good life Mel...but it is all in how you choose to look at it and is truly up to you. Your part is to trust him and to accept his will. May the God of Creation reach your heart and continue to open your mind and guide you. In the name of Jesus...Amen!