Mel...we all have choices to make. And we all will make them. You are 19 years old and this is a woman of almost 40 who is entering middle age with the same anger as that of a child. Time is not on her side. This is a Christian site. A site where God is to be revered. Whatever your opinion or mine or anyone else's really doesn't matter. Only God's opinion does. We are all allowed to make our choices. You say that real Christian's do not speak so...have you read the letters from Paul to the churches?

Has your anger changed anything...did mine when I had it many years ago or anyone elses change anything for the positive? Did speaking of the Lord in such an irreverent way bring you what you wanted? From your posts I think not. Being without respect for the Lord only brings misery...and while you may disagree with the method of direct communication...sometimes it is necessary for a wake up call. No one here wants to force anyone to do anything...but we also have a choice to make. To sit and watch God be maligned or attacked...and to speak words of solace while he is insulted...or not. While you have the right to disagree, it is important to determine what is being gained. I will go to my grave defending my God against those who speak of him like he is a homeboy off of the street. It matters not what you think of me to me...or what you don't. You can insult me personally and I really will not care...but to insult the Creator is a sin and Christians who stand by and say nothing become equally vested in that sin. When you were behaving so you were doing so from the mind of a child...with little life experience to do anything else...but this is a different type of battle. One for the soul of a woman who has many less years to correct her course. None of us is perfect and yes we all fall short...but God never does and is not to be blamed when we do...

You are right when you say Christians are supposed to be kind and giving...but we are also to speak truth and stand against what is evil to the death. Irreverence is of the enemy...is evil and is not of God. I and others here stand against it...but most importantly...I stand FOR a change in this woman's heart that she might know the fellowship of her Creator...and most of all that she might avoid the pains of hell through unbelief. What we think becomes what we say. What we say becomes real...words have power...from the mouth of God they created the universe...the words we speak about our God and his relationship to us define us...It is my hope that the words we speak will cut through the muck and mire to reveal truth of who God is and therefore who we really are...and yes I stand by what I said...blaming God isolates us leaves us alone and leaves us broken...healing and growth only come through him...if we could do it on our own...none of us would be here seeking prayer. God bless us all.