The reason I ask, why do you write here? is I really do wonder.
What is it you are seeking?
Are you asking for prayers that you see HIM?
Is your quest Just whether some are saved & others are not?
What is it you need from us?
You are sharing you gave up on God...
ok & what? This is a Christian site. We can pray for you, IF you desire this. But you are not making known what you need from us.
You are just telling us, you have given up.
& yes, the bible says some are saved but we have free will.

I pray you turn around your life & seek what matters.
God owes us NOTHING. We owe him EVERYTHING.
That's how I see it.

Guest Wrote:AMEN. Free Will!
I try to regularly picture myself with NOTHING in this world.
Homeless, no food, completely barren of all worldly comforts/needs.
Then I look up to HIM & say, God, thank YOU, I know YOU ARE THERE & I Rejoice.
I know that this is not my eternal home, this earth is a testing & God Is our Savior, He Is The Answer to our problems.
I agree, Tania, it is sad that you don't choose God, but you are choosing.
Why do you write here? Do you just ask is there some going up & some not, according to scripture? Yes, that is what scripture says.
We choose. Then we work out our salvation, "with fear & trembling."
Whether you are old & bitter or rich & happy, on this earth, it's about GOD. Without Jesus, we do not know Eternal Life.
It is written.
I pray you choose Christ. But as others say, it is up to you, NOONE can do this for you. We choose then walk it out & face GOD on Judgement Day.

adoring1 Wrote:Tania if you continue on in this same way you will become a bitter old woman alone and broken. God is waiting for you to turn to Him...to seek Him...to acknowledge his presence and to seek and surrender to His direction. If you choose to continue to reject Him he will let you and you will remain exactly as you are alone and miserable...it is called free will. We as prayer warriors can pray for you until our lips are numb...but unless you choose to believe and pray for a change of heart it will have no effect. God only acts for those that are His...not those who thinks he humiliates them. You are writing your own epitaph...if you want your life to change...it does not start with others or with God... it starts with you and your opening yourself to him. Lord help this woman to have a change of heart. In Jesus name...Amen!