It's ok to feel sad, to be angry, to be overwhelmed by circumstances, but to be angry with God, to give up, to not find meaning that is of GOD in our lives, is not ok.
God Wrote The Book of LIFE.
All of this will play out to HIS GLORY.
I love thinking about HIS BOOK/ THE BOOK OF LIFE/ what Heaven will be like, all of what is, of GOD.
How fasincating & beautiful.
This is not grounded in my circumstances because they are every changing. I also know when I am hurt, or left behind, when I succeed & am overjoyed, this is all for & of GOD.
What I hear from you Tania & I may be wrong, is that it sounds as if you do not know love, that somehow you are not relating your circumstances to love, & I would ask you, how do you picture JESUS? What is he like to you? What is his personality like?
Who is he? How does he love you.
Search your mind for this. LOVE. God = Love
Find the God Image in your mind that is loving for you, seek this with all of your might. Once you find it /hold tight, imagine JESUS.
Find your heart, thank God For it, then don't let go.
remember the mustard seed...
even if we have faith as small as a mustard seed..
don't give up, on GOD.
this is not about circumstances, it's about love.
You have to find love in yourself, grasp it & make it grow, like the mustard seed.
it's effort.. it sounds like perhaps too you are suffering from depression, perhaps finding a medication may help you get over this, that you find peace in whatever life trials come your way.
God Bless. God = Love
you have to work @ it, the energy...
it is WORK. make yourself move/ get medication if need be.
it's about movement ...
we are beings of light. GOD Is LIGHT.
electrifying, love, holy, LIGHT.
physically move about if need be, but God Is Energy/Light/LOVE.
noone can do this for you.
God Bless you & I pray for your healing.

iwant2know Wrote:Thank you all. Once again I will try but it hasn't so far.