Today was definitely not one of my best days, especially going back to school... from morning to now... things have gotten me very upset. First some 30-something y.o Muslim was trying to hit on me, asking me my name, number, if I had a boyfriend (forgive me Lord, but I lied and said yes, but even You know why I said yes)... I was scared and creeped out, saying he wanted to be my friend and even though I had a boyfriend and we had 'troubles', I can lean on him as a friend... then he wanted to take a pic of me on his cell phone to 'remember me by'. I quickly grabbed my stuff and walked off, but he said he already gotten the picture of me, which I hope he was lying... and I'm scared to death that he might stalk me or find me or something... I'm scared and upset... Then... I found out that my dad now has bronchitis. Also, my mom has continuous chest pains, but goes away every once in a while... she's still smoking... more heavily than she usually does now... and makes excuses on top of excuses not to quit... I miss my love (-ex-boyfriend) so much... never got a chance to see him or talked to him... and on top of that, I'm feeling sick from the weather... and just plain depressed... It seems that everything I pray for... it keeps getting worse... my desires mean everything to me... and they are meaningless if one or some are so null and void and forever unanswered... things aren't well with me right now... please pray for me... my parents... my (ex)boyfriend who I want to be saved and want to be with again or else I will be alone forever because I only want him and no one else (Eve only had Adam, and I pray I only have him too)... for God to show me that these desires aren't stupid... show me that they are worthy enough to be granted... Please Lord... grant me and answer these prayers soon... I'm being as patient as I can... but I almost want to give up on everything because whenever I pray for these things... things get worse... almost like God cannot seem to hear me or do anything about it... I'm scared... I'm depressed... I just want my desired future that I've been wanting and praying on now or soon... or may the Lord take me now before I give up all together... Please pray for me. I am in need for these things more than I could want these things... Please... I am not well at this moment...