Mel, there is nothing wrong to pray for love, or the love that you desire, however we are told to pray God's Will.
Exactly, The Our Father, YOUR WILL BE DONE, YOUR KINGDOM COME.
You are yet young & it's hard to be flexible in matters of the heart at times at this age, but as others are saying, try to concentrate on what is in front of you, your own life, that you be pleasing to God & to a spouse, whomever that may be. God Is Our Spouse, that is the most important relationship we have. As a Christian this always comes first therefore life will always be with challenges.
Give praise, Mel, perhaps do a journal where you keep writing what you are greatful for. Don't let disappointments in life hinder your walk with God. Let those that are near you & with you now love you & continue your maturing in Christ. If the young man comes back around, & it's HIS WILL, wonderful, if not, you are still growing.
This life is lived for GOD not man. When you wrap your head around that concept the pieces will fall together. We are praying for you & with you, HIS WILL, as The Our Father, states.
Mel-S Wrote:Please pray for the desires I've prayed for a long long time... I do not believe in the word impossible because there is no such things as such... I just wish someone understood where I'm coming from, even when they went through the same thing but it didn't happen for them... I know the desires of my heart and the heart of my desires... I know they are from God, so why should I give up on them? I can't... I just can't.