Please help me to find happiness. I have been praying for about 2 months now that I would find happiness but I still can't seem to get out of this depression. My boyfriend and I broke up and it has been hard ever since. I love him with all my heart even though I don't agree with everything he does. I believe he is suffering with depression and PTSD,which he self medicates with alcohol and drugs. Please pray that he will soon realize what he is doing to himself and to those that love him.