Well, another Thanksgiving has come and gone. Great to see my family and cousins again. Had a great time.

Now I am in my bed, in deep thought... and I know it's wrong to be sad during the holidays, but I am a little sad at the moment. One, I do not have anything else to do for the rest of the week, so I will be stuck at home with nothing to do except when something comes up. I really want to see my (ex)boyfriend while he is here in MD. ...He will be here until Monday when he goes back to NC, which doesn't leave me much time to see him at all. I do not know if he's free any day during this week since there are a lot of friends and family who want to see him, me included... and I really want to see him... simply because he is STILL the man I love and want to marry and I believe that he will be my husband... and I haven't seen him in 8 long months... it really hurts to be away from him for so long, especially right now when he is so close... I'm praying that I do get to see him before Monday, hopefully tomorrow which will be great. I miss him so much... and I want to spend time with him too, you know? I have no car nor a way to get to a train station since my mom works tomorrow... and I hope he does want to visit me... because he doesn't know if he is able to because his family might have other plans or he already had plans... but I'm desperately praying that I am in those plans. I miss him... and I love him... and I really want to see him before he goes back to NC on Monday. I'm glad he came here safe and sound and I'm glad he had a great Thanksgiving with his family too... I wish I could have been there too, just to see him... or for both of our families to unite for one big dinner... which I really pray to happen in the future once he becomes my husband.

Please pray for this very small request of mine... for me to get the chance to see him before Monday... for him to get the chance to visit me... or for me to get a chance to visit him... and spend time with him while he's home... it hurts more now that he's so close... and I want to just hug him and hold him close to me. I really love him... and I trust in God for Him to reunite us again... If anyone can reunite a relationship, it's God, because nothing is impossible for Him... so I must not say to myself that it's impossible for us to be together again nor I cannot say that this will not happen... because when it comes to love, especially to the people I love, it's 100% unconditional. And my (ex)boyfriend is no different.

Please pray for that one simple request... It would really mean a lot to me. And have a good rest of the holiday.

~Mel-S