Please pray for God’s favour in my life.

I never had anybody loved me romantically. I had loved 3 in my life so far but it turned out that they hadn’t and I was trying to keep up and it was unhealthy and eventually they all broke. But I know the last one was from God and she had a different purpose for me. She was a Christian and I was a catholic. We were friends and worked in the same office. When I asked her out she seemed hesitated and said she doesn’t want to get in to a relationship with a guy who isn’t a true Christian. I didn’t want to change my religion just to get in to a relationship. I can say I was an active catholic person. But this made me search for God and his word more. She has had an unsuccessful relationship with a non believer and she didn’t want to show me as her boyfriend to her church and to others. I could understand it and I honoured her wish. Therefore I had to initiate everything by myself. I went to her church by myself and made friends to help me out. (Believe me it wasn’t a plan in anyway just wanted to learn) I learnt how to communicate with God directly and asked if he could make this relationship work. When she found out she was angry with me and went on not talking to me for weeks. That was the first time I started to cry out to God directly and started to pray in my own words. After it seemed alright with both of us but she did not want to get in to a serious relationship. ie she didn’t want to disclose our relationship to the world. Whereas I thought this is it; and this is the one that God want me to live my life with. I prayed and prayed nothing was happening. (FYI we were not living together) during this time I had to go abroad for a official matter and I tried to keep in touch as much as possible despite expensive calling tariff. But it wasn’t like in the home country. All of a sudden she stopped talking to me saying that she doesn’t want to. When I was back after three weeks I was surprised to find out that she went out with a non believer that she met in a chat room of a social network while I was away. I was very upset and stood against it because I had the feeling that it will harm her. I prayed and prayed. Eventually she stopped it and we were okay. Then she had to go on an official trip to UK for three months. I was upset and I prayed that if God could take me to UK as well. She would talk to me over the phone and every thing seemed well. I thought I will surprise her and applied for visa and got it. Then I told her I’m coming and of course she was surprised. Then a few minutes later she called me and explained how she met this guy from a social network and she had been talking to him for sometime. I felt like I lost everything and falling from a 20 storey building. Then I knew I had enough. Long story short I didn’t speak to her and she got married to that guy eight months later.
During first six months of this I was scared to open that social network and see them both together. It was one of the most painful experiences in my life.
Nevertheless I understand she was the best thing that happened to me SO FAR until I’ll find the love of my life. She made me search for God by myself and stand on my own feet before God. God is amazing in his ways. Her purpose for me was just to save me. Today in anyway I can’t think badly about her. I pray for God’s favour in her family life.
It’s been two years since this I made a promise to my self I shall wait for God to bring me the woman that he has for me. Because I don’t want to end up in so much pain again. Now to be honest I feel alone and the need to be loved. Please pray that God will bring that woman he has for me across my path soon.

Thank you and God bless you and all your love ones.