i swallowed some isopropyl alcohol without paying attention to the label. i've been very depressed about being out of work, and prayed continually about it. BUT one day i got desperate, and desired to become intoxicated. i've been examined, and doctors say i appear fine but i feel awful. please pray for my healing, the job situation, and my faith. i'm sick of turning to sinful, stupid acts like this to solve my problems. i want to put my full trust in Him.