My continuing problems this year have gotten worse and my fears are realized. I think I have parasite in my home and rarely have anyone here, I don't know how. A sibling stopped over and left anxious when I mentioned this. I feel overwhelmed and wish I could run from this terrible nightmare.

I have no real 'friends' just a couple good acquaintences and won't ask them for prayer. They don't care and have their own problems. Can't burden my realtives with this either. I really feel God's hand is against.

Please pray for me that God will be merciful and forgive me of my many sins, past and present. I need grace and presence in my life as life is hard enough but worse with no friends and He gas closed His ears to me. Please pray that He be gracious to me and also destroy all this pests.