ive just prayed for you and your husband , first of all i want you to know that god loves you and he sees your tears and has everyone stored in a jar , he sees your pain and wants you to have a joyful life that's why jesus died, depression is a difficult thing my first advice would be get out of the house go the park with the kids or for a walk seriously!, withdraw from your husband wait for him to contact you, the elastic band theory! men like to chase let him chase you again meanwhile love yourself be the best you you can be put your make up on change your hair and let him remember the you he married love yourself!! your a child of god perfect in his image, let your children see a strong woman of god your a fighter honey and you know it this wont break you pick your self up grab gods hand and you will come through this! you will! love yourself god bless you rebecca xxx