Tonight my husband came over to see Ethan. It was a good night. One of the bests since everything happened. He made it a point to conversate with me. He played with Ethan and Ethan was soooo "talkative" cooing and scretching and laughing!! It was so fun to see! I pray that this made my husband realize just how much he is missing in our lives. I dont know if it was just my imagination but I would catch him taking glimpses at me. Could be just wishful thinking, I dont know. I saw God all over my sons face when he was "talking" with daddy. I wonder if it was God showing my husband how much he is missing. He hurts for him to call me by my name because he always called me baby. Our counseling session is next thursday and I pray pray pray that he shows up. Please continue praying for our marriage and his willingness to work things out. There is so much potential for our marriage to be happy. I know HE IS ABLE!!
BTW in response to some pots... I wouldnt say I let myself go...... I lost over 30 lbs quickly after having my baby. Am I 110 lbs like I used to be in high school? no but i havent let myself go.