I wish I was a stronger person if not for myself than for my 2 daughters. My husband left me over 3 months ago, he says I did nothing wrong just does not feel the same about me and thinks family life is not for him. I really miss him. I love him with all my heart and just feel so depressed without him. Maybe if I was a better wife he would have loved family life and not be gone. Maybe if I would not have naged him about going out with his friends it wouldnt have come to the point. The more I try to talk to him the more he pulls away. I only hear from him via email maybe once every 10 days. I do not want my kids to see me cry anymore. I try to hide it but sometimes even the littlest things like seeing a commercial reminds me of him and hurts. I feel so out of control I have no friends and only a sister to really talk to and she thinks I should have accepted it by now. Why must I be so weak, and why do I have to hurt while he is loving his life with out me and our kids? I have been praying every day for him to call or email that he misses us and come home but that email or phone call never comes. PLEASE help me pray that my marriage can be restored I promise I will do everything I can to make him happier next time. Thank you- Heather and Josh