My husband Josh emailed me in May that he feels like something is missing and he does not think the family life is for him. Since then we have had very little contact through a few short emails of him telling me just basicly that he is alive. I have continued to pray that my marriage will be restored and that he will come home to me and our kids and realize our love, but so far nothing and I losing all hope. I am so tired of this constant ache in my heart. I am now thinking maybe it would be best for me to just end this so that i can move on with my life. I really want my marriage to work because love Josh with all my heart, but I just feel likits been 3 months with no progress and my kids need teir mom back because it seems as though they have already lost 1 parent. Please pray thamy marriage can be restored and that i can get a sign from god to show me what to do.