I am in love with a Muslim man. We have been together for almost 4 years now. His family arranged him a marriage when he went to Pakistan to visit them. It was a painful time. We tried to break up, but got back together again. Finally, we decided that 21 May will be our last weekend together. However, on 27 I found out I was pregnant. He doesn’t want this child because he cannot go against his family and against the system. I am devastated too. I could never do an abortion. This is not right. Nevertheless, I am not ready for such changes. He told me he cannot be with me. He will support as much as he can, and that is it. Everything is so complicated with his family. They are going through hard times, and he is blaming himself for all their misfortunes. He is blaming his sin. He says God will never forgive him. He said the baby is the product of sin.
It is so painful to hear all these things. I know who is speaking inside him, and I do not blame him, but the devil for such devastating thoughts. I do not know how to go on. Have no strength to face another day. I need help. Please pray for me.. Please pray for Imad (father of baby). Only God can make a way where there seems to be no way. I dont know what to do...
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