Stay focused on God. He is in control. My husband had left me and wanted a divorce. My husband is back home with us now. The main thing is to trust God's word. He does not lie. His word is truth. We have a new apartment, our son is doing better emotionally. I know God will deliver my son from whatever he is going through and he will serve God. Don't ever stop praying for your husband. Ask God to take out those things that are in you that are unlike God. Keep your focus on God. I know its hard when everything around you is going crazy. A year ago, I was living with my parents with a 15 yr old son, who was talking about killing himself, a husband who was living with an exgirlfriend, and also my husband had started drinking again, my car had died and I had to hospitalize my son for 3 weeks in a locked down ward. I felt as though my life was ending. A year later, my husband is back home and putting God first,we have a new apartment, we still have my husbands car, my son just got out of DYS and is talking better. I am still believing God for his salvation. I am grateful to God for all he has done and is doing in my life. He is the only one who is responsible for my life getting better. Don't ever give up. Hang on strong, God is faithful. Love your sister in Christ.