:heart:You are stronger then you think or you WOULD not have written that CRY OF ABANDONMENT. I had to learn the hard way. I wanted what I wanted and that was it. Down the road the Lord decided to let me have a taste of what I wanted..I have never got hurt so bad Thank God for HIS MERCY and LOVE for me that He just gave me a little. After I said " I put this hearts desire on the altar and give it to YOU . Only I ask LORD PLEASE BE WITH ME because of the loneliness and Pain. HE DID AND HE STILL IS..I am going to ask the Father in JESUS NAME to wrap HIS LOVING STRONG ARMS around you and hold you amd His presence fill every part of your home. You see He didn't let me down like I thought He did. HE WAS KEEPING ME SAFE BECAUSE HE KNEW THE OTHER PERSONS HEART. cAST YOUR CARE UPON hIM FOR CARES {DEEPLY LOVES} YOU.uNDERNEATH US ARE THE ever lasting ARMS WE cannot fall or stray beyond them. BE BLESSED AND GIVE THOSE TEARS AND CONFUSION TO THE lord....he will take over from there