Some know me and have come cross my prayers requests and my prayers for others. I bid my final good bye as i have lost my faith. My prayers are not answered or may be the answer is just 'No'. The flame of hope is dying so is my zest to live.
Day in day out, i cry to Him, for him to answer my prayers. But he didn't. I just don't have nay strength in me to continue. Yet again he let me down without the soul to love me and accept me for who i am.
Here i am without the one i love, without hope, without job, without happiness and without a lot of other things. The lethal blow to my heart is the lack of sign of my lover's return. I love him like as a wife, care for him as a wife, respect him as a wife and cherish him as my wife. But he did not return to me, nor did he give me the truth as to why he left me. With nothing but heart break i give up.
I prayed for the restoration of my love, softening of my lover's heart.That is all i ever prayed. I dont know what else to pray for.
This is not an attempt to weaken anyone's faith but to show that i'm not strong enough to survive this test. i'm alone with only love for him in my heart and not a single drop of my tears answered.
I wish that your quest towards faith is answered by the God.Good bye
Sudhaa

Sudhaa,

I'm sorry to see you write this. I too lost the one that I love and was with for years. However, one day the Lord instantly brought that pain to an end. I asked the Lord to mend my broken heart and he did. I have never felt anything again toward that person once the Lord did that miracle in my life.

Sometimes when the Lord doesn't answer prayer it's for a reason. Keep your relationship strong with the Lord and one day you will find the one that the Lord wants to you be with. Trust me it happened to me. I hope that you continue your walk with the Lord and do not give up just because your prayer has not been answered. The Lord is always listening and looking out for you.

I would ask that you pray to the Lord and ask him to heal your broken heart and that he fill your heart with his love and his mercy.

God Bless!

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:heart:You are stronger then you think or you WOULD not have written that CRY OF ABANDONMENT. I had to learn the hard way. I wanted what I wanted and that was it. Down the road the Lord decided to let me have a taste of what I wanted..I have never got hurt so bad Thank God for HIS MERCY and LOVE for me that He just gave me a little. After I said " I put this hearts desire on the altar and give it to YOU . Only I ask LORD PLEASE BE WITH ME because of the loneliness and Pain. HE DID AND HE STILL IS..I am going to ask the Father in JESUS NAME to wrap HIS LOVING STRONG ARMS around you and hold you amd His presence fill every part of your home. You see He didn't let me down like I thought He did. HE WAS KEEPING ME SAFE BECAUSE HE KNEW THE OTHER PERSONS HEART. cAST YOUR CARE UPON hIM FOR CARES {DEEPLY LOVES} YOU.uNDERNEATH US ARE THE ever lasting ARMS WE cannot fall or stray beyond them. BE BLESSED AND GIVE THOSE TEARS AND CONFUSION TO THE lord....he will take over from there

Lord, I ask that you heal this person's heart. Show them your light. Lord, bring people into this life to fill the void. Lord, wrap your protective arms around them in comfort and love.

I cry as I read your post. Because I feel your pain. I too am going through what you are going through. You have to believe that God is working in your lief. That the pain and agony you are currently experiencing is part of the process. That at the end you will be where you need to be. It could be with the person that you love or it could be with someone else..... that you will realize you DO LOVE! Trust that God loves you and will only take you where you should be.

That is what keeps me going. Day in day out. I know what it is that I want. But I want what God knows is right for me. I want to be where God knows I should be and with whom he knows is the one for me.

I pray that God continues to work in both our lives. That he guides us and takes us where we should be and with whom we should be with. That he heals our hearts and shows us that he is here with us. That he has never left our side. That he wants what is best for us and that he knows what is best for us.

God loves you and so do I.

Father God, please come to the aid of Sudhaa who is desperately crying out to you. Hear her cries and answer her. Let her know you are there. Let her feel your touch. Give her strength and hope in the name of Jesus.

Once I lost everything (or I thought I had at the time) and I felt lonely, afraid and hurt that this big God of love had allowed me to be so badly hurt and lost. During this time I gave up and no longer wanted to pray as I felt there was no longer any point. I now know others were praying. It was others that asked the Almighty to carry me through.
He did just that. I now praise God for that time as I now have peace and more wisdom. Read Job. Find comfort in knowing others care and will pray for you. Remember that for us mere humans we want our prayers answering immediately but God loves us and has plans for us. He knows our hearts desire but he also knows what is good for us too. Peace be with you in Christ Jesus name.
God is love. Feel those loving arms wrapped around you now.

the same situation as in our family for my sister
she is lonely crying shouting to lord hear prayer
i believe GoD will answer her soon
and bring happiness in your life who need love and care for anyone in this world

Sudhaa Wrote:Some know me and have come cross my prayers requests and my prayers for others. I bid my final good bye as i have lost my faith. My prayers are not answered or may be the answer is just 'No'. The flame of hope is dying so is my zest to live.
Day in day out, i cry to Him, for him to answer my prayers. But he didn't. I just don't have nay strength in me to continue. Yet again he let me down without the soul to love me and accept me for who i am.
Here i am without the one i love, without hope, without job, without happiness and without a lot of other things. The lethal blow to my heart is the lack of sign of my lover's return. I love him like as a wife, care for him as a wife, respect him as a wife and cherish him as my wife. But he did not return to me, nor did he give me the truth as to why he left me. With nothing but heart break i give up.
I prayed for the restoration of my love, softening of my lover's heart.That is all i ever prayed. I dont know what else to pray for.
This is not an attempt to weaken anyone's faith but to show that i'm not strong enough to survive this test. i'm alone with only love for him in my heart and not a single drop of my tears answered.
I wish that your quest towards faith is answered by the God.Good bye
Sudhaa

I will keep you in my Prayers! I wish you wouldn't give up. Maybe the LORD has something even better planned for you. Just remember I'm Praying for you!