Some know me and have come cross my prayers requests and my prayers for others. I bid my final good bye as i have lost my faith. My prayers are not answered or may be the answer is just 'No'. The flame of hope is dying so is my zest to live.
Day in day out, i cry to Him, for him to answer my prayers. But he didn't. I just don't have nay strength in me to continue. Yet again he let me down without the soul to love me and accept me for who i am.
Here i am without the one i love, without hope, without job, without happiness and without a lot of other things. The lethal blow to my heart is the lack of sign of my lover's return. I love him like as a wife, care for him as a wife, respect him as a wife and cherish him as my wife. But he did not return to me, nor did he give me the truth as to why he left me. With nothing but heart break i give up.
I prayed for the restoration of my love, softening of my lover's heart.That is all i ever prayed. I dont know what else to pray for.
This is not an attempt to weaken anyone's faith but to show that i'm not strong enough to survive this test. i'm alone with only love for him in my heart and not a single drop of my tears answered.
I wish that your quest towards faith is answered by the God.Good bye
Sudhaa