Hi I need prayer as I feel myself becoming more and more distant from the lord. About a year ago I recieved Christ as my personal saviour and became christian and I felt closer to God. God healed my relationship and I'm now married. He also helped me with employment, a home and a new baby we're expecting in March. I am feeling myself being drawn deeper into sinfulness and feel more and more detached from the Lord. To the point where I can't bring myself to pray anymore. Not because I don't want to, because I'm ashamed of myself before The Lord. I feel like I've betrayed him by being so spiritually weak. I need prayer for this please.

Also, ever since I became Christian I have been searching for a Church family and have not yet found the one I feel I belong in. This I think is also part of my problem as I don't have any Christian friends to share my faith with and fellowship with. My husband is an unbeliever which also makes it hard. I have been praying for him to turn to the lord but it's not working. Please also pray that I soon find a Church to call home and for my husband to open his heart to the Lord.