Hello my name is destiny and for about my whole childhood
i was sexually abused by two of my older cousins at different points
of my life, I am now twenty years old and I'm experiencing so much fear
everytime I get close to a guy I start to distrust them for fear they will
sexually hurt me in some kind of way then I feel tremendous guilt
for even thinking thAt of them, I feel guilty cause I feel like it's all my fault
I'm living my life in worries and tramatizing thoughts of self worthlessness
especially when being intimate I feel so dirty inside I feel as if I deserved to b punished..... I'm tired and I'm n need of deliverance from the demons inside of me
that's causing me to think and feel this way
please someone pray for me

thanks so much,
destiny