Hello my name is destiny and for about my whole childhood
i was sexually abused by two of my older cousins at different points
of my life, I am now twenty years old and I'm experiencing so much fear
everytime I get close to a guy I start to distrust them for fear they will
sexually hurt me in some kind of way then I feel tremendous guilt
for even thinking thAt of them, I feel guilty cause I feel like it's all my fault
I'm living my life in worries and tramatizing thoughts of self worthlessness
especially when being intimate I feel so dirty inside I feel as if I deserved to b punished..... I'm tired and I'm n need of deliverance from the demons inside of me
that's causing me to think and feel this way
please someone pray for me

thanks so much,
destiny

Hi Destiny!

The first thing I would like to share with you is that NEVER, EVER believe what happened to you was your fault! It was ABSOLUTELY not! It is very typical for women who have been sexually abused to go through what you are experiencing. God will take care of these cousins who did ugly things to you! I am going to be praying for you! Please know that! And please consider seeking the guidance of a good, faith-based counselor! God loves you and one day, you will be helping other women who have experienced what you have experienced. I had a bad experience myself and, because of this, I am able to relate to other women and help them get through! I know you are tough and God is right by your side so just believe and hang on! God has a very special man in mind for you so don't give up on all men. They are sometimes hard to find but they are out there and you will find one in God's time! He will guide you and, in time, lead you to him! In the meantime, work on you. You will shine as bright as the sun once you cross this mountain!

Love in Him,
Cheryl

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0oe6cNwOT3Q

Heavenly Father, thank You for Your plan to set this person free. I pray that she release every burden and care to You today because I know You care for her. Help her to understand Your goodness and empower her to walk strong in You today. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

Precious Jesus, please open Destiny's eyes to see that she is not the one to blame. Let her worries and fears be taken away from her. Bless her with a closer walk with You. Lord, bless her with happiness in her life. In this I ask in Your name,Jesus.Amen.

Dear Lord,please have mercy on destiny.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave destiny! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their life.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord

(03-21-2012 07:01 AM)Chris8 Wrote:  Dear Lord,please have mercy on destiny.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave destiny! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their life.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord

"Lord, I lift up Chris to you and ask that you fulfill all of his needs according to your will. Not his will, but your will be done in Chris' life. Amen!"