When I pray to God I feel a wall go up. I know I am meant to prayer with a spirit of expectation but it feels like there is a barrier
I wish I could have the faith of a child
When I was a younger Christian I was niaive and believed God would give me what I thought I wanted but my faith was shook when my heart got broken in church,
Though I have since have had wonderful times with the Lord I still feel this barrier when I ask him for something specific - I think I just dont want to go through the disappointment again. I overthink also and analyse .
Pray please I will have the faith of a child and feel the love of Jesus for me as I did before- the freedom of knowing I can ask anything in his name, and I will trust him to give it to me and accept if He does not.
I also want to have this spirit of expectation when I pray for others requests