I could go into really long story about my past and depression, anxiety and lonleyness and so on and so forth. I won't do that just know that I am really strong Christian I pray everyday and read the Bible. My depression has been growing and I feel there's no way out. I have Googled websites about the right to die/ euthanasia. I even went on some websites to ask people to help end my life. I've done counseling, went to therapy, did antidepressants, went to hospital about Suicidal Thoughts. I've talked to ministers, pastors, priests. I've talk to family and taking all sorts of different medication but still I want to end my life. I've asked one or two people in my life to help end my life but no one is willing to help me. I honestly and truly believe this is the only way I don't know what to do. I know God loves me and I love him I don't know how to explain it I just honestly feel it is my time. I know this website is more for prayer but I am asking as I am not strong enough to do it myself is there anyone that would help end my pain