I've been actively seeking Ways to Die. I've been Googling the best way to kill yourself. And the read many articles on the subject. I attempted suicide and thought about suicide multiple times. Please please please pray. Pray like you've never prayed before. I am at the end of my rope and do not know what to do. Please pray that God will intervene and stop this. I'm asking for his strength and will and since I'm not strong enough I'm also asking for him to pick me up carry me through this. I need help