beshelvsme, know that I am praying for you and your family. I know how you are hurting and not being close in distance with your daughter is so very hard. I have been dealing with some things simular to yours. Fatal pedestrian car accident, son's father, was in the crosswalk, my son in a accident in a crosswalk, severe, but he lived another year then covid -19 and underlining health from accident took him suddenly, and my other son has complicated major life changing issues. Searching for peace, wisdom and strength to carry through. Always faith and the Lord have been with me and I know it will all work out in HIS way. Just have to pray and patience. But at times it is so hard. Anyway, this month, I will see my other son again, it's been a long, long time and we have all had life changes because of him, they haven't been good, so HE is my mountain. I pray things will be ok, even good, but just don't know, I always wanted to be happy , with my beloved sons, like lots of people have, families, fun times together, but it hasn't been like that, only a few times did we have that.
Take care, I am praying for you, my pastor says put on your armor, I have mine on.