Thank you, I will continue to pray for you and your family too. In my hard times I turn to God, and read the Psalms, also listen to Christian songs, one of my favorites is "One day at a time Dear Jesus". I pray the Lord will carry you through all you are going through now. I don't know if you have read this poem, but I friend gave it to me. I keep it on my refrigerator door to remind me that God carries me in my times of tribulations, and believe me I have had many. Now in my old age I can look back and see God had been faithful right there helping, protecting, and providing for me. He will do the same for you, it's just we can't see it when going through sorrows and tribulations, later on you can look back and see he was right there all the time carrying you. God bless and give you his peace! Read below the poem:
One night I had a dream…
I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord, and Across the sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; One belonged to me, and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of my life flashed before us, I looked back at the footprints in the sand. I noticed that many times along the path of my life, There was only one set of footprints.
I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in my life This really bothered me, and I questioned the Lord about it. “Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, You would walk with me all the way; But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, There is only one set of footprints.
I don’t understand why in times when I needed you the most, you should leave me.
The Lord replied, “My precious, precious child. I love you, and I would never, never leave you during your times of trial and suffering. When you saw only one set of footprints, It was then that I carried you.
May the Lord carry you and help you climb that mountain with his help, So Don't Quit!