REHM87,

I pray you have strength to make the changes necessary for God's Glory. I have been there as to feeling
the yucky feeling of knowing things are not just what God Would Want from me. I kept praying and finally
doors were opened for change. Do not be afraid to be bold in your steps for change. He needs us to be pure for HIM.
As soon as you clear the path where you are on the right track things will be much more smooth. The evil one is always
trying to trip us up. Remember also, The Lord is our Spouse & our Father.
I pray you have strength you are needing to make the changes. The heaviness of not being right with God can feel suffocating.
God Bless you & your strength in & with HIM!