Please pray that God will lead and guide me to what steps I need to take in my life. I am a Holy Spirit filled Christian that has seemed to fall so far away from my relationship with God. I have compromised my relationship and feel so far away and don't know what I need to do to not feel the strong conviction that is keeping me away from going to church and being spiritually strengthened and uplifted. I attended church for the first time in a while and it seemed as though the message was just for me. I just need God to make it clear if the relationship I'm in needs to be ended. The man I'm with has been my best friend since I was 12 and I am now almost 30. He is still technically married even though he has been separated from his wife for 10 years. I am divorced myself and have 2 children that don't have their father in their lives. He has stepped in and loved my children for years and stayed by my side while I struggled with addiction. However, he isn't filled with the Holy Spirit and we aren't equally yoked. He doesn't desire to have a relationship with God. We have been living together again for about a year and we are both miserable. I can't be the woman I need to be without putting God first. Please pray that God will open my eyes and give me strength to make the right choice and be headed down the path he has already made clear for me. Thank you Jesus for this awesome web site that I happened to find!